after a week in hongkah, i guess i am settling in with the school, more or less. although there are still many issues that i need to iron out and to accept then adapt, i guess, i am ready to work this new journey out.
something embarrassing on the first week of school when i saw a squashed snail right beside my foot. i guess i wasnt really awake to be really observant with my surrounding. got a shock and reflex action made me jumped to the right where i pushed a little kid. he fell, scraped his knee, and i have to bring him for some first aid. brave little kid. guess he got a shock himself that he didnt cry.
and i dont like when there isnt much privacy given in the staffroom.
friday was ycamp briefing. boyf met me earlier for dinner and he stayed throughout the briefing with me =) saturday morning rendered some help for yevent. was supposed to go eastcoastpark with boyf for some blading and running but we went home to nap till dinner time. tom and chaos afterwhich where catchingup was good =)
and sunday another mad rush when i went to meet the girls for dimsum. favorite place at cherry garden and their chasiewpau was still the best. i gulped 3 in total. if i wasnt full, i would have eaten another 3! =) MIB 3 and i was struggling to stay awake. haha. rushed home to boyf's house for dinner and i didnt even say goodbye to the girls properly. =( anyway, it was a triple date =)
results out and i didnt manage to get even second lower. disappointed but decided to keep it to myself. i guess everyone has enough problems to vex already. anyway, boyf came down to surprise me and i guess he knew i was feeling upset. =) so i called him after tuition and he didnt pickup, which was rare but i didnt suspect anything because i assumed he went for his shower. then he called me and told me he was talking to his mother but i guess his real agenda was to check where was i already. anyway when walking towards my block, i saw boyf's head popping out of the letterbox and he was so upset that he failed the second time. hahahahaha.
thank you for accompanying me for a run although you were having stitches =(
tomorrow another 8hours of meeting. intensive much. and i am already looking forward to dinner with boyf ♥
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
12:14 AM
and so i was online, doing nothing, because sy said he is going to play game and he suddenly called.
sy: what do you think a boyf will do if he knew that he will not be seeing his girlf on wednesday and thursday?
me: omgggggg!
sy: what do you think a boyf will do if he knew that his girlf will not have proper food for lunch tomorrow?
me: are you downstairs?
*beams
and i went down, there he was, waiting for me at the usual place. tell me again, how can i let such happiness go? ♥
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
12:39 AM
and sy said this song described him, me and us.
last minute meetup dinner with merelda, cha and lousydonkey =) and i was so tired after school that i concussed immediately when i reached home. lousydonkey called me to wake me up but i went back to sleep and i wokeup feeling gulity when she called again telling me she was on her way to causeway point. hahahaha.
i need to have emergency lunch plans now since my school has really pathetic canteen food.
babyboy came down to find me and i was really happy touched. while we were on the phone, i thought he was just saying when he said he was coming down and i thought this whole thing was kind of a joke we kid about. and when i called after a long while, he was really coming down. sy was saying that its nothing and its normal but based on my past experiences, things said were never done. things promised were never fulfilled. so yup. i am happy.
and he was so cute when i told him my reporting officer is cute. he wanted to google the song lyrics and while doing so i actually saw him googled my reporting officer name. insecure bitch. =)
like sy said early, indeed. a pithole of happiness. ♥
maybe we have walked a big round, made a huge detour. at least now that i have you, i guess thats enough. and all the cheesy talk in the morning really help my monday alittle better. i love you, with all my heart and all my soul, which you, from a want to a need. my needs. ♥
its going to be a sweet dream tonight.
and tomorrow i am going to school with that hype, because i am pumped with love =)
Sunday, May 20, 2012
2:21 PM
my ahbeng secret lover. ♥
Saturday, May 19, 2012
2:54 AM
in this current book that i am reading, i have been picking up few quotes that i thought its so real. and the very recent phase that caught my eye is
sarcasim is the lowest form of wit
most of the time i just thought its stupid but not yet the lowest form, just only, i realised how apt this phase is. alright. i dont know whats with the comment seriously. like i always told my pupils when i was still having my practicum, if you have nothing nice to say, dont say. i have been rather quiet, or too quiet sometimes, which isnt good.
anyway, went jogging around the neighbourhood with sy after my church today. sy very kindly came to arpc to pick me up, went home to change and there we go. once a week jog doesnt seem that difficult when sy is here to accompany me =) and i told him we will do situps after the next run.
i touched on christianity today and i guess it was a wrong topic.
jasmine ♥
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ideology
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draw a line
look ahead
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